It was my birthday, February 2020. I had just turned 55 and made a video suggesting that I should probably attempt to figure out what I want to be when I grow up. I was going to post it for a laugh. Just a few weeks later and the Covid lockdowns started. The world plunged into a swirling pool of uncertainty. I never did post that video. Maybe I'll put it here » « if I can figure out how.

For a couple of years everything was turned upside down and it made me think that maybe I really should try to figure out what I should be when I grow up. So, I puzzled and puzzled until my puzzler was sore. For all of 2020 I thought about. Then in December, a pair of juvenile arsonists made a TikTok video of themselves burning down the office building where we worked. You might have heard about the pain associated with change or getting you cheese moved.